Well here i go on to a new path in my life .. taking the baby steps of becoming a singal mom ... this i hard path but i know in the end i will be a stronger person and a self reling person... i am so scared on this path but i have to be strong woman for my children ... and the only way for me is up and building this ladder out of the old hole ... i am getting nurvise about getting a job for the first time in 8 years , i am getting nurvis begning collage in the fall at 32 , i am nurvis for being on m own , trying to just resatr have being hit down so far ..
i am scared but with out being scared i would not be human ... it is so hard finding your self after being married for so long ... chine up and it will work out .. the god and goddess will help giud me on this path and i turst in them even when the obstical come about ..
i trust one day i will not be alone , i trust one day i will be alot stronger and happier , just fallowing my bliss and hoping that it will work out